ainee's poem

aku dan dia.

2007-02-22T13:18:00.000-08:00

Bila aku marah

Rasa diri lemah

Dia mengingatkan aku dengan kalimah

Dan menenangkan aku dengan hikmah

Bila aku rasa serabut

Buat kerja kalut

Kepada dia aku mengadu

Dia berikan ilham padaku

Bila aku rasa kehilangan

Juga tatkala keseorangan

Dia berikan aku ayat penenang

Mengubat aku dengan kasih sayang

English version:

Title: me and him.

When I feel rage
and when my body weak
He reminds me with kalimah
and reminds me with hikmah

when I feel tangled
doing work in haste
to him I surrender
he gives me ideas

when I feel lost
also when I feel alone
he gives me words that calm
and comfort me with love

Nonsense Poem

2007-01-30T13:55:00.000-08:00

Fiery freaking frog
fastly prompt a dog

and a friendly super tank
shoots star wars ship

while frightening perfect thunder
fire the sun

frolicking slimy tiger runs well

the crap I composed

2006-10-18T08:32:00.000-07:00

wonder what kind of person who escaped
i keen to know why is he running?

seeing the filthy blood on the floor
i am trapped in this sinful room

i smell a scream
i hear a fear

there is a mystery
and sinful memory

i leave the questions and clues
i am sick of being in this room

to make this room clean
i shall unveil the sin

then there shall be no mystery
and I won't be in misery

17 October 2006, Barbican.

Teromba

2006-10-12T16:44:00.000-07:00

Teromba ialah salah satu cabang sastera Bahasa Melayu, di mana Kamus Dewan mendefinisikan ia sebagai sejarah yang diceritakan dalam bentuk perbilangan, tambo atau riwayat.

Sebelum ini tidak pernah melihat teromba. persembahan oleh Mohd Rosli Safudin. Vokal tidaklah semantap Siti Nurhaliza atau Mawi, namun bila saya dengar dia mendengarkan teromba dan pantun, terasa seperti menusuk di dada. Banyak pengajaran juga nasihat. Indah bahasanya, indah susunannya. Dengarkan.

Get video codes at Bolt.

Ramadhan datang lagi

2006-09-24T11:56:00.000-07:00

aku bersyukur
kerana sempat berjumpa dengannya
bulan Ramadhan

Selamat datang penghulu segala bulan
kedatanganmu kami nantikan sekian lama
bulan yang dipenuhi barakah
Rahmat Allah melimpah ruah

Ya sharil Ramadhan
Ahlan wa sahlan!

poetry.com a fraud?

2006-09-19T18:00:00.000-07:00

I wrote an entry regarding a website which digs out amateur's pocket money. It is called poetry.com. Many claims it is a fraud website so on and so forth but until now, no legal has been taken against them (source: Wikipedia). Well, perhaps the amateur poets have no money left to pay a solicitor. I was having a good time while reading this poem which tells about poetry.com's fraud and they still send out letter to him saying that his poem deserves a recognition. How can you say you select a poetry which being cynical to you? Well, so to say, the book arrives unexpectedly. I'm glad it arrived. My $55 is not wasted just like that anyway. Folks, do comment on my entry. Cheers~

he is muhammad haji salleh

2006-09-15T04:50:00.000-07:00

he is extraordinary
he likes small letters
he is humble
but he is big
he goes abroad
and he knows the real root of his own race

he loves nature
he is down to earth
he is family man
he is a laureate
he knows languages
he is a genius

he is muhammad haji salleh
and he is my favourite poet ever.

bad, fat and sad.

2006-09-13T13:31:00.000-07:00

i feel sad
so i eat cake that has lotsa fat
but when i eat lotsa fat
i feel bad
coz it'll makes me really fat

Workshop at MARJON this Sunday

2006-09-13T07:21:00.000-07:00

I received an email from Dienka, regarding a workshop in MARJON. Here it goes:

Dienka just spoke to David Oddie from Marjon, who runs the ARROW programme, an arts project that helps to link up young people from around the world who want to use the arts for conflict resolution. As part of this, some young people from South Africa are coming to Plymouth to meet young people from Stoke Dammerel school to do some workshops in singing and mask making. He would also like some other young people to get involved so would you like to come along? Its is this Sunday 10am-5pm at the drama studio at Marjon. It would be great if you could come, David is in all day tomorrow if you want to ask him anything about itn (he's in the drama department) or you can ring Dienka.

I want to prove something with this blog

2006-09-11T13:06:00.000-07:00

Dienka told me that I can use my blog for the project and will get a certificate for that. I want to do it I guess. I think this is the best time since next year (particularly in February) I'm going to get busy with my assignments and stuffs. For further story, read 'I am a pundit blogger'.

Creative writing: event

2006-08-31T13:08:00.000-07:00

I received new email from Dienka, surfing from a chinese food, here are the details of the event:

A couple of opportunities for creative writers:

Since the trip to see Dreadlockalien at Exeter Respect went so well, I'm proposing another trip to 'Exposed' Festival, Torrington, Devon- Thursday 14th September

Here's some blurb about it:

"Exposed is Apples & Snakes most ambitious collaborative project to date, with twenty performances across the uk, sixteen partners organisations and five touring artists (one from each of the Apples and Snakes Regions). It is one of the biggest national poetry tours ever programmed. Each of the artists has been comissioned to write a twelve-minute piece on the theme of 'exposed'. They explore issues of personal, political and environmental exposure through performance styles ranging from formal metre to hip-hop, storytelling and free verse.

Poets are: Claire Williamson (South West), Polar Bear (West Midlands), David 'Stickman' Higgins (East Midlands), David J (London) and Yussra Warsama (North West)

This should be a great evening of performance, please let me know ASAP if you would like to come.

So, the email is as same as previous post. Feel free to email Dienka if you are interested.

Email from Dienka

2006-08-30T13:18:00.000-07:00

I received an email from Dienka, saying that she's going to start her project again this September. Anyone interested? Email her then.

I'm just checking that you are still wanting to take part in the creative writing group starting September 2006, the first four sessions will focus on poetry and there will be a poetry competition for the Plymouth Respect Festival.

If you would like, you can use your creative writing work to gain a qualification called a Young People's Arts Award, this will mean putting a bit more time in because you have to keep a diary of your work( you could use your blog) but you get to see shows for free and get an award for your creative writing.

Dienka's email: Dienka@barbicantheatre.co.uk
Barbican theatre official website: http://www.barbicantheatre.co.uk/

i'm unique

2006-08-14T16:37:00.000-07:00

Taken from postsecret.blogspot.com

pee 'em ass

2006-08-14T15:18:00.000-07:00

i hate my pms
it breeds hatred in me
i spread it entirely explicitly
i hate pms
it makes my morality is less
and my love in mess
i hate pms!

go away jealousy!

2006-08-14T15:12:00.000-07:00

jealousy go away
don't come back for whatever day

you paint my heart black
and also you breed hate

go away jaelousy
go away you lousy (scum)
damn you jealousy
you make me wary

poetry.com's fraud

2006-08-07T14:45:00.000-07:00

i wrote a poem
it's about my feeling
i wrote a poem
to lift literature thing
and i wrote a poem
for war victims

but poetry.com cheated me
and wanted my money
all they want is my money
for my own poem that is bloody

i know i'm an amateur
and i'm glad when you choose my poem
but don't toy with my talent
it disturbs my decorum

kerana islam agamaku

2006-07-28T16:56:00.000-07:00

I

aku lahir dengan nama islam
aku dinamakan dengan nama islam
aku lahir dengan laungan kemenangan islam
aku hidup demi memperjuangkan islam

kerana hilang sudah maruah
kerana hilang 'illah
kerana hilang arah
islam dijajah

II

dalam agamaku tuhan hanya satu
aku menyambahnya tanpa ragu
kerana imanku yakin
kerana ianya benar

III

kini islam hilang sudah di peta dunia
islam dimomok dengan nama jolokan
islam dijual bagai perempuan murahan
agamaku ditindas tanpa perasaan
hilang sudah dasar kemanusiaan
bila agama bukan lagi pegangan

IV

kembalikan tamadun islam
kembalikan kegemilangan islam
kembalikan barakah di bumi Allah
kembalikan syariah Allah
kembalikan kedamaian
kembalikan kesejahteraan
maka pulanglah maruah

rasuah negaraku

2006-07-28T16:47:00.000-07:00

ada orang baik dijatuhkan
ada orang tak makan rasuah difitnah
ada orang menegakkan islam digam

beginilah negaraku yang kononnya membangun
memegang tampuk kerusi organisasi negara islam
konon dasarnya menegakkan dasar ketamadunan islam
namun realitinya negaraku makin berdarah
makin lemah dan punah
kerana rasuah

politik kroni menjadi-jadi
harta dibahagi sesama sendiri
haram duit diberi pada anak bini
nanti di neraka abadi perut berapi

*nota kaki: kebenaran itu pahit kan? mengapa kita perlu hidup dalam penipuan yang enak?

pedulikan mereka

2006-07-27T14:38:00.000-07:00

pedulikan mereka

mereka kelaparan
mereka kesejukan
mereka kesakitan
mereka ialah orang palestin dan lubnan

jangan peduli mereka
kerana mereka bukan sesiapa
mereka hanyalah mangsa
kita tak kenal mereka

pedulikan mereka!

sayonara dai sukinahito

2006-07-23T14:02:00.000-07:00

this is not a permanent goodbye
this is just for 3 weeks
i wish u all the best
i wish you safety and health

i miss you so much nicang.

aku rindu mendengar sirahmu

2006-07-20T14:59:00.000-07:00

aku rindu ingin menatap wajahmu
rinduku pada akhlakmu yang luhur
kasihku pada rahmatmu yang infiniti
air mataku demimu ya habibi

semoga aku dapat menatap wajahmu
agar rindu yang terbuku
dapat ku leraikan
dengan menatap wajahmu

when you are far

2006-07-20T14:20:00.000-07:00

When you go
I can't stand
When you're far
I can't walk steadily

When I see you
I feel safe
When I love you
I feel happy

You give something
in fact, everything
to my life
to be your wife.

Kerana aku seorang perempuan

2006-07-18T13:14:00.000-07:00

Kerana aku seorang perempuan
Aku didiskriminasi
Kerana aku seorang perempuan
Kononnya aku tak mampu berdiri sendiri
Kerana aku seorang perempuan
Nasibku ditentukan seorang lelaki

Benarkah kerana aku seorang perempuan?
Kataku bagai menyapa angin lalu
Benarkah kerana ibuku seorang perempuan
Dia tidak mampu melakukan apa-apa
Kerana sifat perempuan lemah
Kerana perempuan perlu akur
Kerana perempuan itu ini
Hanya kerana aku seorang perempuan

I have, that.

2006-07-17T03:28:00.000-07:00

I've lived
I've witnessed
I've experienced
I've learned

That promise is not meant to be broken
That mistake is not to be repeated
That love is to be appreciated

crushed and destroyed

2006-07-15T16:22:00.000-07:00

benarlah. kalau orang tak suka, tak kemana cinta itu akhirnya. eh, benarkah? yusry dan erra itu bagaimana? entah. aku sendiri tak mengerti diri aku sekarang ini.

my brain is numb.
my throat is dry.
my eyes are wet.
my heart disappeared.
i don't know where to go.
i don't know what to do.
i'm dead.

aku tak mengerti diriku sendiri

2006-07-15T16:14:00.000-07:00

kenapa harus luka
singgah di hati
kenapa harus aku sendiri
mengubat sendiri luka di hati

kenapa cinta
ada derita
kenapa sayang
tak terbayang
kenapa rindu
ada sendu

kalian tahu kenapa??

for the beginning: it's over

2006-07-15T16:05:00.000-07:00

people
you should know
my life is over
when I decide
it's over
between me and him

it's doesn't only take my courage
my soul
is not mine anymore
my heart
has dead
my life
shattered